[ Oh. There's her balance giving way. She doesn't fall, but she does sink back down to the ground to sit.

What he's saying, it like her deepest wishes manifest. Especially after the last couple of days, with what Jack had her do to Sanctuary. It was a wake up call, and suddenly she could see all the wrong he'd ever done. To her, to Pandora. Death would be a kindess compared to what he deserved, but he was so protected from it.

Helios falling (literally?!) without him she could believe, getting rid of him is what seemed impossible. ]

What-

What is the last thing you can remember? Because before I woke in this place, Helios was still circling Pandora, and Jack was very much alive.