[as if he doesn't love him..? so mean, so cruel, boohoohoo.]

With the sun as strong as it is, that may be far sooner than either of us would expect..! You still have youth in your veins, while my soul is older than time itself. I'll crumble in an instant if I'm not careful. Is the difference in that you love him more than me? If he isn't here, then who is your second best?

[him, perhaps..?!]